Disenchant Me

by Alaska Belle

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* a gorgeous piece of sincerity, too brief but lays heavy. Favorite track: Center of Attention.
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She knows me so well She hits all the right notes In between my fractured core She holds me so tight She stays by my bedside As I open a new door Hey, can you feel it? I'm the center of attention Hey, can you see it? I don't think that I can stand it Hey, can you feel it? I'm the center of attention Hey, can you see it? I don't think that I can stand it She glows like crystals Upon the horizon, as the winds brush on her face My shining emerald She throws me into the spotlight, the crowds meet my gaze Hey, can you feel it? I'm the center of attention Hey, can you see it? I don't think that I can stand it Hey, can you feel it? I'm the center of attention Hey, can you see it? I don't think that I can stand it She knows me so well She hits all the right notes In between my fractured core She holds me so tight (I can't feel it) She stays by my bedside (I can't feel it) As I open a new door (I can't feel it, I can't feel it) Hey, can you feel it? I'm the center of attention Hey, can you see it? I don't think that I can stand it Hey, can you feel it? I'm the center of attention Hey, can you see it? I don't think that I can take it
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Tell me what you see in me Even if it doesn't matter, I need something else I can erase Tell me what you see in me Even if it doesn't matter, I need something else I can erase I don't want you to come any closer Please don't say another word I feel myself begin to fracture Everything is a blur I don't want you to come any closer Please don't say another word I feel myself begin to fracture Everything is a blur
3.
I second guess my own decisions It's all for my inhibition I'm scared that one day you'll witness Teardrops fly beyond my spectrum Second guess my own decisions It's all for my inhibition I'm scared that one day you'll witness Teardrops fly beyond my spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spec-ec-ec-ec I second guess my own decisions It's all for my inhibition I'm scared that one day you'll witness Teardrops fly beyond my spectrum Second guess my own decisions It's all for my inhibition I'm scared that one day you'll witness Teardrops fly beyond my spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spectrum Spec-ec-ec-ec
4.
The silver lining of defeat A statue of your vindication The thought of crashing causes me this Loss of the slight concentration The fire burning underneath A glimpse of rose through tinted mirrors A flower blooms as we both wither As we go on and on and on and on and on On and on and on and on and-and-and-and On and on and on and on and on The voyage I've embarked upon The rising tide through destination The thought of falling lifts me up A flower dies as we go on and on and on and on and-and-and-and On and on and on and on and on On and on and on and on and on The silver line The truth that you believed in me Please do not perceive me Rip through my heart See what you get Do you feel the scars on my neck? Invincible I hesitate I feel the mold begin to break It's on and on and on and on and on On and on and on and on and-and-and-and On and on and on and on and on
5.
I flush out the wishing well to wash away the times I've tried Funny how I've run away so long, I forgot how to cry Curtains close, I pop a pill or two, they never wonder why I struggle to hide this pain inside, I wish these wings could fly I wish these wings could fly Just set my I wish these wings could fly Lonesome notes I keep all to myself, who knows the words I write? Hold onto the lies I thought were true, that puppy love's a crime Cover myself in the same blood that I've spilled a thousand times Hard to run from all my demons, I just wish these wings could fly I wish these wings could fly Just set my soul on fire I wish these wings could fly I wish these wings could fly Just set my soul on fire
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Feeling like I’m falling but feet never left the ground Fellow yet far off, my ears never hear such a sound Taking flight into the sky Touch clouds I never knew existed How it feels to glisten I will wake All the time I wasted chasing a pipe dream I got to make sure to secure my reality All the lives I've built and lost, can you tell me Art of the sacrifice, the world won't miss much Every second, every day, it's all on repeat Drowning in these faults, I'll never live to see me for what I am I'll just keep running back to everything that I know best And maybe Through all of my dreams, into the fire A thousand miles apart won't replace What was lost in deep sleep, I find myself switching visions And wondering when I will wake Hey I daydream through the mountain breeze I feel below my feet I sit atop the hill and cherish lonesome memories Hey I fiddle with my whistle but the wind and tide don't meet I fall, left out of reach While you disenchant me What was lost in deep sleep, I find myself switching visions And wondering when I will wake I will wake I know you'll understand why I keep letting go Aren't you listening into me? I've lost my energy Tell me that you know why I have to let you go So the light that you might see You disenchant me At the end of it all Bang my head against the wall She ignores my lone cry She never hears my call At the end of it all Bang my head against the wall She ignores my lone cry Doubt that she cares at all I know that it's hard, but if you could step away and be with me all the time No one could disenchant me I know that it's hard, but if you could show you love me too I'll know for sure That I love you I love you Through all of my dreams, into the fire A thousand miles apart won't replace What was lost in deep sleep, I find myself switching visions And wondering when I will wake

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released October 20, 2021

Disenchant Me
An extended play by Alaska Belle

Executive produced by Alaska Belle Sargent
Featuring contributions from ARKANIUM, telemist, Matt Barri, wishlane, evangeline, roix, Bluemage
Produced, mixed and mastered in several rectangular bedrooms through the internet across the globe

Six tracks
Twenty minutes
2021

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